Life's never Easy....And It's getting Tougher!

Whenever there's been a bad week, you think - this has been the lousiest week of my life. I've just had one of those weeks. The thing is that I've had so many pathetic days in the span of 7 days, that I can't help thinking - was it coming all along?

Is there anything called a rut? Well, I'm strongly of the opinion that boredom and things related to it are brought about by one's mentality. How can you think that a person is inactive by just looking at him? Can anyone look inside the brain of a human?

If there's anything I've learnt in the past 2 days - I judge. I judge to no end and that makes me a pretty bad person. I always felt that opinionating is good. I thought expression of thoughts, whatever they may be is healthy. Well, I have news - none of that is good. There are some things which should be said, the others should be locked tight in a compartment in your brain. Saying your thoughts aloud is never going to help.

Where's the place for genuineness in the World then? How can I behave in a way different to my beliefs? This is a dilemma that I will face and I'm pretty confident that I will never come to a proper resolution on it. Sometimes, opinions are uncalled for - I realize that. Why do these issues pile up and bury you under though? Why can't things be said to your face when there's a clear wrongdoing?

That is why most of us are pathetic. We don't have the bottle to say whatever we want to anybody fearing for their reaction. That is why many of us will definitely face psychological disorders before we die. That is why we will never be able to say anything to anybody, no matter who they are - family members or friends for the sole reason of fear.

Only when such fears diminish can we be a transparent society. There are no grey areas in this World, they're either black or white, yin or yang. I hate people who beat around the bush. Only when people communicate can we make things easier for everyone. Life's already tough enough and with such trash happening, not only in my life - it is definitely becoming tougher.